I’ve been hurt this week, heart broken, let down, drained, disrespected, and mishandled, waking up this morning, weeping, with swollen eyes and breathing with restricted lungs, and yet one tiny ounce in me found the strength to SPEAK OVER MYSELF, rebuking the spirit of depression and loneliness that fought to take control over me today. If you cant seem to shake a spirit, DON’T WAIT FOR ANYONE TO PRAY FOR YOU.
PRAY FOR YOURSELF!
While there is so much spinning in my head, and so much that I want to write, I need to be sure that whatever mark I leave here, it is directed by God. So here it is…Saturday’s with April Christina (as directed by the Great I AM)…
As the year winds down, I find myself losing myself.
I am becoming increasingly impatient, and very sluggish in everything that I do. With all of the pressures of life surrounding me and taking over my presence, I am sort of not looking forward to a new year. I pleaded to God to speak to my heart, and He literally lead me to reading 2 Timothy 2..which is what I STRONGLY encourage EVERYONE to read…but the verses that I will share right now said:
8 Remember Jesus Christ, raised from the dead, descended from David. This is my gospel, 9 for which I am suffering even to the point of being chained like a criminal. But God’s word is not chained. 10 Therefore I endure everything for the sake of the elect, that they too may obtain the salvation that is in Christ Jesus, with eternal glory.
As much as <insert.name.here> may be going through, I am comforted in knowing it is all for MY SAVIOR. Period.